1/27/2018: go to sleep thom yorke
I’m going through my iTunes playlist titled “Good” (19,000 songs) to decide which songs to add to my “Fav” playlist (5800 songs). I just listened to the Radiohead song “Go To Sleep” for first time in months. I’m really digging it and I decided to add it to the Fav playlist.
So, just minutes later, this tweet comes in on my Twitter feed:
You can see from the "Last Played" time stamp, that I played the song at 6:14pm. The tweet came in at 6:56pm:
Thom Yorke is "giddy" and goes to sleep early after I add his song "Go To Sleep" to my favorite songs playlist? Good one, artificially intelligent universe!
7/1/2015: time travel tv
WPIX 11 on the TV in my current NYC hotel room keeps displaying the “up next” or “currently on” screen text with TV shows like Good Times, Three’s Company, Sandford and Son, The Jefferson’s, All in the Family, etc.
Problem is…these shows haven’t appeared on local stations, like WPIX, in years. Only a few of them show up as repeats on classic TV cable channels, like Nick at Night or Me TV, but I don’t even have those channels on this TV. What the hell is going on here?
It’s as if I’m in some "in between" time travel dimension and the TV is getting crossed signals from different decades. None of the shows listed in the little black boxes at the bottom of the screen ever came on the TV and none of them were actually on screen. All the shows on screen were modern, year 2000 and greater, shows.
WPIX definitely showed these shows back when they were on in the 70s and 80s (and even repeats in the 90s and maybe early 2000s) but they definitely do not show them in 2015 and haven't for many years.
They never actually came on the TV and WPIX claimed they don’t show those programs, when I had my assistant check with them.
10/26/2016: amber greys
Amber is a girl who does personal assistant tasks for me and who always seems to be wearing grey, a color I find suspect. I have a lot of theories about what it actually means but will not go into them in this entry.
Immediately after Amber left today, I realized I needed her for one more thing and quickly checked the security camera outside my garage to see if she was still outside. Right as I did that, she was getting on her bike to leave. The weird part about this is what I noticed as I saw her leave. Check out this video:
(NOTE: Something I didn’t mention in the video is that there is a girl on the other side of the street/sidewalk that also appears at the EXACT same time as the couple that appears and who appears to be walking in conjunction with them.)
I feel this occurrence, captured on video, is a great depiction of the AI/metaphysical faction of this realm coordinating events in the real world. It’s very difficult to operate in a reality like this and it’s getting harder and harder for me to want to be here.
1/18/2018: my bachelor greys
I watched the first episode of the bachelor (for laughs) and then I caught a bit of the next episode, the next day, when flipping through channels while doing my TV deflection research.
In this current episode, the 3 contestants I liked most during the first episode, which I actually watched without doing my deflection process (which means I was unable to deflect them getting insight into me), are all wearing jean shorts and grey shirts and sitting next to each other in a line. No one else, out of nearly 30 women, was wearing this exact combo:
In the gang stalking section of my site, I have a video called Greys Of Beverly Hills where you can see numerous people show up immediately after I open my door each time…and most of them are wearing blue jeans and grey shirts. I don’t know why this kind of combo is constantly popping up in my life.
I watched an episode of the Bachelor and liked 3 of the girls (a form of giving them energy). Then, the next time the show came on, I briefly check it out and there they were, all in a row, all wearing grey and blue. Still trying to figure it all out.
1/28/2018: celebrity shadows
I’ve recently been noticing weird celebrity pictures where the celebs seem to have people directly behind them, basically shadowing them, who look like “lesser” clone-like versions of the celebs themselves.
It almost looks like they are family members, but they are ABSOLUTELY NOT, as I've researched the families of the two examples I am about to show you.
During the Golden Globes, you can clearly see that the women behind Katie Holmes who is smiling about what Katie is doing she looks like a clone of Katie herself (the eyes are always the key):
In this pic of Annie Clark and Cara Delevigne, you can see the same kind of “lesser clone” behind Cara. This person is not her mother, aunt, or any family member, but she definitely looks like she could be related to Cara:
It’s almost as if these “shadows” are actually the celebs themselves in original form before getting the “makeup” and improvement that is given to them when signing their contracts with the devil for looks, fame, and fortune.
9/19/2014: red meat for nyfs
I go to a restaurant called BRGR to get a burger, even though I don’t eat red meat very often. I come back to my hotel and login to the only Mets forum I post on and this post suddenly comes in while I’m on the site:
Here is my credit card statement with the date of the meal, which is the same as the forum post above:
Once again, this kind of occurrence is solidifying that somehow these beings are eating through me or able to take what I have inside me and utilize it in some way. I mean, he even posts some weird title “red meat for NYFS”, which is the name of their forum, as if THEY are getting the red meat I just ate.
It's absurd, but it’s another great example of every thought and every action being observed, commented on, and seemingly utilized in some way, depending on who I give my energy/time to.
2014: bill from cranberry - mom issue from “her”
If I let my guard down while watching TV or movies, especially in an actual theater, they change the script instantly so that I will relate to them, which produces energy/brainwaves (of me thinking about the relation) that THEY can eat in real time:
edge of tomorrow:
I'm in the theater watching Edge of Tomorrow. In the beginning of the movie, Master Sergeant Farell asks Tom Cruise’s character, Bill (which just happens to be my father and grandfather’s name), where he's from. Because I’m not "deflecting" the screen properly with my special deflection technique and have therefore given them access to my brain, he suddenly answers with "Cranberry NJ".
So, um, yeah, my grandfather Bill’s home for 20 years before he died in 1998? Cranberry NJ.
(I cannot provide physical proof of this because my own father will not currently speak to me, which means him contributing to this site is not gonna happen)
her:
I’m watching Her in the theater and I'm not completely deflecting the motion on screen (and I'm actually thinking while watching, something I normally try to avoid, so they won't get access to my brain). The computer in the scene is asking him preliminary survey questions and asks if he has any issues with his mother. The main character pauses but then responds with: “the problem I have with my mom is when I tell her about something happening in my life, her reaction is usually something about herself, not about what I’m going throu…” (computer cuts him off and says “thank you”).
This was obviously culled from my brain because I gave them insight into my life/brain while watching. This was my EXACT issue with my mother back when I remotely gave a fuck about anything mundane like this. Now I just believe everyone is an actor, a robot, or simply puppets being manipulated by a hidden force.
I mean, they could have used any “mom” issue in the move but chose something as specific and as exact as the (completely minor) issue I had with my own mother. It's because it was tailored to me and was using my own thoughts as a reflection on screen.
Here is a quick video with both moments from both the movies above:
2/27/2015: enabler betrays man
John, Bill, and I have been working on Shine, a music project of mine, over the last couple months. It’s been very difficult to accept all the proof I'm getting that all the people around me are speaking in code/double meanings to each other and seemingly using me, etherically, in some way.
A day or two ago, John suggested I get therapy. He said his psychiatrist really helped him. I know going to a fucking psychiatrist won’t do anything to help fix the metaphysical occurrences I experience/observe, but that’s besides the point. The following tweet came in on my Twitter feed today (where I only follow 12 people out of millions of possibilities):
The guy in red in that picture looks EXACTLY like John (from behind), circa year 2000 (anyone who knows John, knows I'm right).
I cannot provide a pic of John from behind, but here he is after his MTV VJ days, probably around 2005:
When I brought the tweet up with John, not as a means of actually accusing him of doing what the tweet is suggesting, but simply to get him to acknowledge that my reality is a joke and that some intelligence keeps fucking with me by creating situations like this, he didn’t want to talk about it or even explore it. To him, me sending it to him must mean that I’m accusing him of doing what the tweet is saying.
He wouldn't even just admit that it’s strange that the tweet came in a couple days after actually suggesting therapy to me. THIS is why I don’t trust anyone here.
Even Bill (my father), who I also don't trust, would eventually say that the guy in that pic looked JUST LIKE JOHN, during a lunch I had with him after not seeing him for years since I ended Shine. He didn’t say anything at the time it originally happened, so not to cause friction with John, because we were all working together.
4/9/2015: dan dan noodles
I have a dream involving two different Dans. Dan Hart, a friend from high school, and the other Dan, I have no idea:
Suddenly this tweet comes in later in the day, AFTER having documented the dream:
1/21/2018: rush is out of the picture
There is an article showing on Flipboard saying that the band Rush is officially retiring from playing shows. For some reason, the picture from the article is not loading, as you can see from the screenshot below.
Read the sentence under the blank space/picture that is supposed to be showing the band:
I’m not making this shit up. My reality is a joke.
1/27/2018: "j e w s"
I get comments on all my youtube videos and I can look at them all in succession based on the time they come in, on my “community” page. When a user doesn't have a profile pic, youtube substitutes their initial in its place.
Check out the “interesting” succession of initials from the last 4 comments posted that all just happen to be from users who are not using avatar pictures:
12/27/2016: door dash don
Today, I ordered pizza delivery from Door Dash. I don’t use them very often because there always seems to be something wrong with my order or the delivery is a fiasco. I put a lot of weight into first initials in this reality and D for Door Dash also equals D for Donald, my brother, who I’ve battled with my entire life. There seems to be a correlation with the terrible service I receive. Anyway, I took a chance and used them today for the first time in over a month.
(Here is my brother Donald. You’ll see why I’m posting these pics (one with a knit cap that I poorly photoshopped in, on the right), coming up)
When the app tells me the order is on the way, I time it so I can open my QC app to watch my outside security camera to see when the delivery guy’s car is in front, so I can open the garage. I have all my food deliveries left in my garage, where I can go down later to get them whenever I want and so I don’t have to interact with anyone.
The security cameras around my building are key to making this all happen seamlessly. The main issue, though, is that any time I look out a window or look outside while using the security camera app, people/plants are being purposely placed in my view. I know it's true and it’s always a battle, so I usually prepare myself in some way.
Anyway, I see the pizza is almost here on the tracker, so I open the security camera app...and the second I do…I see a man’s head come into view, walking by my garage at that exact moment. So I IMMEDIATELY cover the video window on my computer with a browser window so I don’t have to look at the person. And, I say out loud “nope, you didn’t get me”. Because I know it was on purpose…as it always is.
I wait a number of seconds and figure it’s long enough for the guy to have walked by, so I don’t have to look at him, and I switch the view of the camera to the other direction and I see the delivery guy’s car arrive and he is turning into my driveway in order to turn around and park in front of my garage.
Ok, cool…I know he’s here and I can prepare to open the garage with my opener. BUT SUDDENLY, I see the same dude who was walking by a number of seconds ago, suddenly appear again. I’m like WTF is happening here and get pretty pissed about it because I know this shit is being done on purpose to make me look at this guy again.
So, now I’m stuck having to look at this guy for the rest of the process. I suddenly realize this guy reminds me of my brother Donald. Wearing a knit cap (Don always has a knit cap or do-rag on his head), similar body type, beard, etc.
So, this guy was walking by and I purposely avoided looking at him, then suddenly he changed direction and starts walking back the opposite direction and then seconds later he will suddenly stop again and walk back the original way. It’s timed perfectly, as you can see in the video of it all taking place live. I mean, it’s completely absurd…and obvious:
Once I finally got the food, I sat down to eat. I opened twitter to surf the news, as I normally do while eating. This is the FIRST tweet I see:
You can see it’s right after the order was delivered:
It was clear the “universe/simulation” forced me to look at this “random” person the exact moment my food was arriving in order to get me to think of my brother Don, since I had ordered from Door Dash.
But not only that, they made sure that after I purposely avoided seeing/recognizing him the first time, to walk him back in front of the camera just moments later so I would be forced to look at him.
Come to think of it, my order was from a pizza place called Joe’s, which corresponds with my Alphabet Wheels theory, where the D and J go together/are one and the same. So, Door Dash, Don, and Joe are all the same (based on 1st initials).
Then the tweet showed up with the words “dead brother” (another D, and dead as in Don’s basically dead to me). I know this stuff may seem crazy to you, but I know it’s real and this shit is like clockwork.
11/3/2017: purple day
It’s Friday, which is Crown Chakra day, the color purple/white. I’ve been led to believe, by the coded messages of the world around me, that I’m supposed to collect those colors or do activities related to that chakra today.
[further explanation of the "chakra days” theory]
First thing this morning, I notice some people outside my hotel window, from very high up, standing in the parking lot directly in view (for many minutes). I was compelled to look at them with my binoculars. One of them has a VERY purple jacket on:
Of course, with my binoculars, the view was much closer and clearer. But that’s the best my iPhone camera can do (I have not adjusted the color in any way). Clearly that jacket was planted directly in my view for me to see on a Friday, purple day.
And you can see how terribly obvious all this stuff gets when just 3 hours later, this tweet came in with Trump staring directly at this guy's purple tie:
(3m means it came in 3 minutes ago, when I saw it and screenshot it because I knew it was on purpose.)
He's staring at the damn purple tie because it's purple fucking Friday. Trump is constantly staring or pointing to the colors I need to collect on the given Chakra days. Here are a few more examples:
Trump pointing to green on a Tuesday (heart chakra, green day):
Trump putting his hand in the yellow for me, and using a “3” (30) on a Monday (solar plexus chakra, yellow, 3 day):
And a giant green helicopter for me on another Tuesday (heart chakra, green day):
Here he is on a Saturday (Saturnday, Satanday, red day, root chakra day) pointing to red:
It happens all the time, but I don't screenshot every time because this process is TEDIOUS. If you think I enjoy spending time trying to collect this information, you're completely wrong. Occasionally I just do it to remind myself what's actually happening and that the world around me is some absurd chakra thing that I want no part of and couldn't care less about.
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