3/10/2017: still alive, we’re dead (:24)
sleep position and time unknown: “ohh. WHAAAAAA!!!! Still alive, we’re dead. Still alive, we’re dead. FPHU!!!! Just making sure.”
thoughts: Seems like a dude who is drifting in and out of consciousness. He seems fairly light hearted about the whole thing.
3/28/2017: I’m gonna kill you all (:18)
(?) 1h33: “FUCK YOUUUU! I’m gonna kill you all, all of you! Monsters! (seemingly very scary) (but then) “Wooo" (in fun tone)
thoughts: I assume this guy is speaking about astral monsters/dream monsters but he certainly ended the whole rampage on a high note...
3/31/2017: I have a robot (:10)
(?) 1h10: “I have a robot. I’ll fucking eat you alive.”
thoughts: The main question here is, what equals a robot? I know there are beings who can seemingly use humans while they are dreaming at night and perhaps a robot = a puppet, and this guy can control them/me and fuck with other people using me? Perhaps my nightly whiskey drinking makes more controllable and this is why he is referring to me as a robot
(I don't doubt for one second that Futurama named the main robot "Bender" because he ACTUALLY represents a drunk person who is controllable in dream state because they are always drinking)
4/11/2017: don’t see any holes here (:15)
(?), 2h54: “oh boy…no, I don’t see any holes here."
thoughts: (could mean he was looking for a female body to end up in, but ended up in mine? I mean I do have holes too, just not THAT hole. Maybe he is referring to me not having any holes in my heart? Holes in my etheric body because I've grown accustomed to protecting myself?
4/12/2017: all me girls (:17)
4/16/2017: here we go, coming back (:18)
RS, 2h46: “Oh boy! Oh, alright, alright I’m back…back back back back. Here we go, coming back, coming back.” :
thoughts: This appears to be spoken as “I" try to go back to sleep after just waking...to get wherever...whoever is "in me" was before ending up in my bed. He clearly is saying he's coming back to the dream state or to his own reality, where perhaps he is becoming unconscious based on some activity he is doing there.
6/29/2017: aaron...air on (:16)
(?), 15m: “aaron…air….air on”
thoughts: I feel this was someone who ended up in my body/room and was saying my name to someone else to let them know whose body they were in. But then he changed it to “air on” just in case I would somehow be able to hear them or would be listening to this later. They seemed to be covering it up. Or not, no idea.
7/7/2017: story time (:30)
(?), 35 min: “OHHH FUCK YOU! You motherfuckers! Not tonight, pieces of shit. NO! Fucking monsters. Gotta deal with it….story time. Not that I’ll remember.”
thoughts: Definitely not me. This is someone else speaking while accidentally waking out of his own dream state and having ended up in my body. He says "story time", which is something I have never said. I assume he is talking about dreaming (something he won't remember when he wakes up).
7/23/2017: less than an ounce of each (:23)
RS, 2h52: “Try and take a little less (in weird dialect). Less than an ounce of each of the thing and (?).” (scottish? irish?)
thoughts: Another dream where it seems like someone may be doing drugs and the effect of the drugs is causing them to fall asleep/go out of body, and they end up somehow in my body, while I'm asleep in bed. Are these people some other form of myself, in parallel realities? Or do we just end up in the same frequencies somehow and people are able to jump from body to body?
8/10/2017: the girl I just imagined (:20)
BL (?): “probably good see em." "It’s enough for me” “what are you talking about?” “the girl I just imagined..in thin air” “(?)”
thoughts: Two people talking to each other, through me.
8/13/2017: good show, saved his life (:17)
LS, 2h47: “Mm…(?)…ahh...good show. Saved him, saved his life. The proper way, on the spot”.
thoughts: Seems like someone who was watching a TV show in his reality and fell asleep there and now is somehow in my body, and he is commenting on the show he just watched. Or he is in dream state, in his own bed, watching TV IN THE DREAM and he somehow goes further under and crossed over into my field. Am I the show? This shit is just confusing, but I know it's something along these lines.
9/6/2017: girl gods (:26)
BL, 58m: “Girl (gorilla?) gods. All monsters…all of yah. You know you are. You just lie and lie and lie and keep on lying. You never shut up. (?). (?) fucking shit out there."
thoughts: I cannot tell if this person is saying girl gods or gorilla gods. I know "gorilla gods" is a name I came up with, in 1998, for a possible music project I was going to do at the time (but never did). Are girls always lying or are gorillas always lying? Hmmm.
9/19/2017: not even a ark-ist (:14)
RS, 1h20: “Wow, wow, wow. Not even anything. Not even…a ark. Not even a ark-ist."
thoughts: I have no idea what an "ark-ist" could be. If anyone has any idea, let me know.
(maybe this person is saying I’m not even an anarchist?)
11/10/2017: but I liked her (:19)
RS, 31m: “heyyy. I don’t know what’s happening, but, who the hell that was? But I liked her."
thoughts: I don't for one second believe this was myself speaking. It's someone speaking through me, who seems to have left wherever he was, which included a girl he seemed to like, and ended up in my body/bed. NOW, the big question is...when I'm asleep right before waking here, was I somehow associated with the girl he liked? Was she someone I knew? Someone in my subconscious? Was I in female form in the dream and somehow I'm the girl he is talking about?
12/1/2017: nutcracker (:26)
RS, 2h37: “Oh boy. Fucking stupid fucking...fake ass fucking currency. I’m sure it will be that way. Half and half bullshit. Nutcracker. Nut…done…shit."
thoughts: The only part I can remotely take a guess at, is the fake ass currency thing. This sleep talk took place while I was messing around with bitcoin, which some people believe is just a "fake" currency, even though it's not a currency at all. Nutcracker, may have something to do with it being so close to Christmas (but I haven't seen or thought of the Nutcracker since high school, over 20 years ago).
12/4/2017: you’ve done business (:20)
B, 42m: “Mm, YEAH! Yes, yes yes yes yes. You’ve done business."
thoughts: Very creepy. Not a phrase I would or have ever used.
12/10/2017: abstract (:15)
BR, 1h19: “Mmm…mmm. Abstract. Abstract, abstract."
thoughts: I have had a few dreams where people seem to be referring to paintings or art. I suppose someone is enjoying art related to my dreamscape or subconscious.
1/20/2018: she’s pissed…angry. she wanted it (:25)
BL, 1h: “she does (?). She’s pissed…angry. She wanted it. (click of my white noise headphones). Ok."
thoughts: I wonder who "she" is and what wanted? I have no idea what this is.
2/11/2018: It does feel like the left doesn’t it (:34)
RS, 51m: “THAAAAt’s probably a problem. Why isn’t this working properly? It does feel like the left doesn’t it? Yeah I don’t feel any, any Ju d (?) going on…now. Therrrrr we go. Donnnn baby. Come on now, come on, watch TV."
thoughts: Whoever is talking through me says "don baby" at the end and one of my brother's names is Don. Not sure if this has anything to do with him, but it's interesting that this person is telling Don to watch TV. I know through my own research that the TV is meant to hypnotize people, which allows the TV beings to live through them/take their energy. Perhaps this is connected (considering it's taking place while I'm sleeping in bed).
3/19/2018: motherfuckers (1:03)
BL, 54m: "ahhh....what the fuck? (The clicking of my headphones off and on, off and on, and maybe forward and back tracks.) WHAT THE FUCK MAN? Look at this. (The clicking of my headphones off and on, off and on, and maybe forward and back tracks.) Hilarious. Motherfuckers. Fucking motherfuckers. There he goes, look at this (continued clicking of headphones)
thoughts: I appear pissed that there is only white noise playing in my headphones and am unable to change the track to something else. Obviously this is not me, because I purposely use this white noise, 30 tracks in a row, an hour each track (so it never turns off), to block out all noise.
6/26/2016: jump the cat, get snake (:11)
sleep position and time unknown:"It’s gonna be my turn to jump the cat, get snake”
thoughts: Is this all just a game?
I have over 150 more, from over just the last couple years, that I haven't put on these pages. Maybe I'll upload them on a secondary page at a later day.
list of all entries from all pages, ordered by date.