It's possible I'm being forced to remain here

(this one is a work in progress)

...because I'm at my 32 life path number and 33 is next in line, my theory is: 33 is the secret illuminati number where if I get to a 66.6% approval rating among those currently watching my every action, my every move, they will open my 3rd eye (the all seeing eye) so I will be able to do things in order to get an even higher approval rating (I mean, I’m not saying I’m being watched by a large audience, it could only be 3 people and 2 of the 3 would have to approve of me).

But here's the thing. I don't give a fuck about what people think anymore. I don't care if I'm tortured for eternity because I won't follow the rules and be an "actor" for THEM anymore. This place is pure evil, in my opinion, and the systems and rules are just a giant hassle.

OR

The moment enough people (66.6%) began to think Jesus was evil for doing what he wanted to do (which was basically magic) without fear of consequences was the moment it spelled his doom. Even though, he wasn't evil at all and was simply trying to reveal that everyone could go to heaven if they simply believed they should be able to, without judgement. That limitation was a lie and that judgement comes from within, not from without. He was crucified because the majority, 2/3rds, 66.6%, would not accept that this was the truth and that it was possible for people who have sinned to be forgiven…and to transcend to a life without limitation.