I'm The Balance?

I’m the 5th number out of 9 numbers.

I’m a 32/5 life path in Numerology, which is directly in the middle:

1234 5 6789

I am the 27th card out of 53 cards (if you include the Joker).

I’m the Ace of Diamonds in Richmond's/Camp’s card system, based on my birthdate, July 14. This means I am ALSO the card directly in the middle of the entire deck. The Ace of Hearts is the first card, the King of Spades is the last card (before the Joker, which is the REAL last card), which means my card, the Ace of Diamonds, is directly in the middle.

My life path number, 32, also represents the freezing point (32° F, 0° C). Anything 32° F (0° C) and below is frozen. Anything above 32 is unfrozen (1° C).

This may have “33” freemasonry/illuminati implications, where if I was to move forward one, however that is achieved, I would not be “frozen” anymore and would suddenly gain insight (from 32 to 33, from 0 to 1).

I believe I am the balance. If I go backwards, it’s back to the left side, If I go forwards, it’s the right side. Somehow it may be possible I am somehow the average between both sides and if I am imbalanced (which I totally am right now), the world around me is affected accordingly.