10/11/2018 - be omega

My YouTube video including the following example is here.

How can I possibly trust anyone here? How can I possibly just accept this reality when the following kind of proof happens daily? It’s impossible. I have no idea when I’ll be released from whatever this place is or when I’ll be given the information necessary to understand why I’m here.

Until then, I’m stuck in what I consider a prison and I will do absolutely NOTHING inspired or motivated and will be as boring as possible, in case I’m being watched for entertainment purposes. I will communicate with no one. I will not participate in any way other than eating, drinking, sleeping…and continuing my research.

Tonight I ordered food delivery from Uber Eats. Just minutes later, while the restaurant was preparing my food, I decided to respond to a post in a conspiracy forum I frequent. I rarely participate in this reality anymore, but I was drinking and decided to just play along and to communicate in some way. The thread was about the constant back and forth in this political duality we live in.

Here is my Chrome browser history when I placed my Playa Provisions food order at 8:21pm. The order was going to take about an hour to be delivered to me:

Here is my post on the AboveTopSecret.com forum, at 8:35pm, 14 minutes later (the middle post), where I mention Rule #11 from my current personal rules. Yes, I actually have a list of my own rules:

I don’t take the role of Alpha or Beta in this reality, I choose to be Omega as much as possible to distance myself from the common, dualistic idiots battling each other over political nonsense. It’s a key to me remaining sane here.

Anyway, minutes later, I get a notification that my food is on its way. Look at the fucking delivery person’s name…

Give me a break. But here’s the key to this. If my reality just did mystical shit like this all the time and I was having positive results from my actions (and wasn’t in constant physical pain and mental anguish) I might be able to accept it. Maybe I would have fun with it or participate more. BUT NO, the majority of my life is comprised of constant aggravation and struggle. There is what appears to be entities or AI messing with me and manipulating my reality in order to extract energy or for some other purpose. This food order I placed would never even make it to me.

I am at a hotel and the delivery person is supposed to deliver the food directly to me but this person texted me that she had a knee problem and required I go down to retrieve the food myself (something she is not allowed to do according to UberEats; she should not be working with an injury). I would never have gone down anyway as the elevator full of people going to the roof deck bar at my hotel in the evenings is kryptonite to me.

My phone was off and I only got the text an hour later when I decided to turn it on. I purposely leave my phone off because I’m constantly being fucked with and if food doesn’t arrive, I just order from somewhere else. I do track the orders I place on my computer even when I keep my phone off and the driver appeared to be at my hotel but no one ever knocked on my door. I just waited and waited until the app said it was delivered, even though it never was.

So, what happened here? I mean, it’s obvious that I got someone with a name that I’ve never seen anyone have before (Omega) because I just posted “BE OMEGA” while the food was being prepared. But why did food that I really wanted never even make it to me? Was it because the universe/AI was trying to show me that if everyone was “omega” that no one would give a fuck and I would never be able to get things I desire? Or am I just being trolled?

Whatever is happening here, I’m being purposely kept in the dark about what it REALLY means. It’s a form of mental torture and waking up here each day can’t possibly be my own choice.