8/5/2010: dad's amazing catch

Yesterday I was watching the Mets game on TV and witnessed an outfielder putting one of his feet on the outfield wall to help him jump higher to try to catch a ball that ended up being a home run. As it happened, I thought to myself "it would be great if an outfielder would just climb the entire wall to catch a ball”.

Here is a blurb about the game, with time stamp. The home run was hit by Chipper Jones:

The VERY NEXT DAY my father randomly sends me an email with a link to a video titled "the most amazing catch we'll see all season":

Here is the home run I witnessed live while watching the Mets game, followed by the amazing catch video that my father sent me, from a game in Japan:

The video depicts a catch virtually IDENTICAL to the one I envisioned.

My response to my father was not exactly positive and was automatically accusatory because I'm very suspicious of this kind of thing happening, over and over, in my reality:

Please forgive my belligerence above and STOP FOR ONE SECOND and really think about what I'm saying here. It's not like I saw some highlight of a baseball game with a player putting a foot on the wall and then had the thought I had. I was watching the ONLY GAME it happened in, LIVE, because the Mets are my team and at that time I watched every game.

So, I have the thought about a player climbing the wall and the very next day my father sends me that other video/catch of someone actually doing it, supposedly out of the blue.

My main issue is that everyone around me just brushes this shit off like it means nothing, which makes it hard for me to trust them. This is why I get very confrontational at times and make it difficult for the people around me to even choose to be around me. I do not believe it's just some generic, harmless synchronicity. I've gone through enough bullshit in this reality to realize that someone/something is monitoring my thoughts and manipulating the world around me, as if I'm some kind of "Truman".

I wouldn't have such an issue with it all if what I go through didn't also involve physical symptoms that are at times crippling and seem to relate to hidden beings using/shadowing my body in order to use me for energy and to experience through me.