8/12/2017: deborah loves gary
Tonight, there is a wedding reception at my hotel, The Four Seasons Denver. I only know this because it's being held directly outside my window and this projection is showing on the wall right now:
I decide to order food delivery while it’s going on and what does the delivery person's name end up being?
I have no idea the last name of the people having the reception and a quick google search did not provide answers (probably because the whole thing is just some coded nonsense in this fake matrix reality). I emailed the The Four Seasons but they won’t reveal guest information to a 3rd party.
If anyone wants to research it and provide me further proof that this reception was going on, I will happily add it to this entry. Maybe it was just an anniversary party?
Here is my Four Seasons reservation showing the dates of stay:
8/16/2013: baby buck
I have collected what I feel is profound proof that many of the actions I take in life are somehow influencing the entire world around me, including the NY Mets, my favorite sports team.
Before the start of the 2013 season, the Mets acquired catcher John Buck in a trade with the Toronto Blue Jays. Buck was an older player and nothing really special but he’s just a placeholder until the Mets' top catching prospect (also received in the trade) comes up to the bigs later in the year:
In April, as the season officially began, I happened to move from Seattle back to Los Angeles. During this month, I spent a TON of money. Between the flying back and forth to check out places, the move itself, buying a bunch of new furniture, a large deposit to secure the apartment, blackout shades installation, etc, I spent more money in one month than I had the previous 12 months combined.
So, as I’m spending all these BUCKS, what was new Met, John BUCK, doing during that period of time? Mr. Buck was putting up a superstar month, unlike any month he’d ever had before during his 10 years in the league. After his first 25 games he was leading all of MLB in home runs (10) and RBI (29).
This was a player at the end of his career (in fact, he would play only 1 more year after this one) who’d never done anything remotely like hitting 10 home runs in a single month. I had a feeling at the time that it was because I was spending a lot of...bucks.
Here are some examples of how it all coincided:
1. On April 8th I would fly to Los Angeles and stay at the Four Seasons. The total charge for my room was over $5000 and for the next few days, I would eat at the most expensive restaurants, get high priced room service, buy top notch champagne, etc. I spent more money on this trip than any previous trip over the last 3+ years.
John Buck happened to hit home runs in 4 consecutive games during THIS EXACT PERIOD (there was no game on the 11th):
The dinner I took my friends out to on April 12th, when he hit one of the home runs (and the Mets won 16-5), was the most I've spent on a meal in years.
(Quickbooks software lists it as the 15th (probably when it posted to my account), but we ate there on the 12th)
Quickbooks entry:
Reservation email:
2. On April 27th, movers move my stuff from Seattle to Los Angeles and it cost me nearly $5000. John Buck hits a home run on that day, as well:
3. Two days later, April 29th, I'm officially in my new place in Los Angeles and proceed to buy a couple new lamps from a high end place. It’s the most I've spent on furniture of any kind in years. $3500 for fucking lamps. John Buck hits a home run:
From the 8th to the 29th of April, John Buck hit 7 home runs during that period and 6 of them coincided perfectly with the events above.
After my month and a half of spending a SHITLOAD, I basically stopped spending money. Buck completely fizzled out and did hardly anything productive for the next 4 months, which just happened to coincide with my frugality. No travel, no more major furniture purchases, etc.
Flash forward to August 16 of the same season. I decided to make a trip to San Diego for the Padres game on Friday night since they are playing the Mets, who are on their once a year West Coast swing. It will officially be my first travel/trip since I moved from Seattle to Los Angeles and it's the first time I will be spending major money on anything since April, which I showed above.
Coinciding with the timing of this trip is some weird story about John Buck's wife expecting a baby. This story has actually been going on for weeks, with Mets fans speculating when “Baby Buck”, the nickname that is constantly being used, would finally arrive.
I mean this whole "when is Baby Buck going to be born???" thing that is constantly on Twitter or on Mets related sites is completely odd. All this fuss being made over some baby being due for this player who has only been on the Mets for 4 months, who is at the end of his career, who isn't some big star, etc. Just complete nonsense. To me, it just seemed coded based on the reality I experience and how I know everything is connected.
Anyway, I make the trip down to San Diego for the game. I pay for the best seats available, dugout 1st row. I book a suite at the best local hotel, I eat an expensive dinner before the game, etc:
A little over an hour before the game, I even decided to go to a “Lids" store and buy a new Mets cap, something I haven't done in years.
After I buy the cap, I began to walk to the baseball park, which is about 20 minutes away. BUT, when I got to the sidewalk outside of the Lids store, IMMEDIATELY, I happen to walk by a big, athletic dude who is wearing headphones and casually walking around the block. I realize instantly that it’s JOHN BUCK.
I think to myself, hmm, that’s weird, why the fuck would John Buck be out walking around town when the game is starting in like an hour? Ballplayers are normally at the stadium at least 4 hours before game time, even if they're not starting in that night's game. But John was definitely supposed to be in the lineup/starting tonight. It didn't make ANY sense.
Well, I found out what the reason was:
Even though that tweet says "8:13pm", it was 5:13pm PST (where I was located) when it was tweeted.
So, Mr. Buck wasn’t even going to be in the game that night and was seemingly just walking around San Diego buying time till his plane left. It all made sense now.
The key to all of this is that he was placed directly in my path so I would see him. This is how my absurd life operates. It wasn’t like I ran into him directly in front of the stadium, where it might make sense. He was specifically planted outside the Lids where I had just bought my Mets cap, an 18 minute walk away from Petco Park:
Here is my email to my friend Mika, right after it happened:
Here’s why I believe this crazy incident happened. I believe that the act of me suddenly spending more money than I had over the previous 3+ months was me spending major “bucks" again, just as I had done in April when John Buck blew up for a single month. This new semi-spending spree of major bucks somehow translated to Buck’s baby finally being born. They even planted him directly in my path right as it was happening.
It’s all metaphoric but somehow related to my actions and the fact that the Mets are so connected to me. It's insane but seemingly really happening.
After this one day trip, I went back to my place in L.A. and back to not spending any more money. John Buck was traded a week later to the Pittsburgh Pirates.
An interesting side note: One of the two Mets players traded for John Buck, at the beginning of this story, was named Josh Thole (he was actually the Mets main catcher at the time before he was swapped for Buck). You can see his name mentioned in that sports article I posted at the top of this entry. A month after I moved into my place in Los Angeles, right after that trade, a new employee would begin working at the building my apartment was in:
SHAZAM! Close enough. Josh Thole. Josh Tohl.
As soon as Josh Thole was not on the Mets anymore, a new form of him was cast into my reality as a non-famous person who was now offering service to me, in some way. Just another mind bending sync that corresponded with all of it.
5/1/2018: casa vega
While I embark on my countrywide tour to show friends and family my website, in person, I am leaving the hotel I've stayed at in Los Angeles. I’m going to Burbank Airport to fly to Seattle as my first stop.
I'm in an Uber and we head over Coldwater Canyon from Beverly Hills, across Ventura Blvd, on our way to Burbank.
When we're stuck in traffic on the 101, I decide to pull my phone out and surf Twitter (it's 10:17am) and this is the first tweet I see (disregard the second tweet in the iPhone screenshot):
I immediately realize the implications. Casa Vega used to be my favorite restaurant in the Valley in the late 90's, when I played drums for a band who used to go there all the time. I haven't been there in a few years, but I will always remember the place fondly and it’s definitely one of my top 5, most iconic, L.A. places to eat.
I screenshot where we were on the highway right after seeing the tweet above, just so you can see the timing (before I explain the rest). The dot on the map is us on the 101, live:
From the first screenshot in this entry you can see that the time the Casa Vega tweet was posted was 6 minutes ago (shown as 6m), which was exactly 10:11am, as you can see in the original tweet here:
Here’s a screenshot of my email confirmation after the Uber trip which shows it was between 9:56am and 10:37am:
In the Google Maps screenshot below, you can see that 10:11am is right about when my Uber would have been directly at the intersection of Ventura and Coldwater Canyon. And you can see that Casa Vega is just down Ventura to the left of that intersection (look to the left in the middle of the graphic):
The map above shows it would take about 6 minutes to get from that intersection (Ventura and Coldwater) to where we were on the highway when I saw the Casa Vega tweet and decided to screenshot it.
This means the tweet occurred, literally, the MOMENT I was at the intersection by Casa Vega:
(NOTE: The map screenshot is simply to see how long it would take to get from the intersection point to the point on the highway we were on (you can't choose a point on a highway, so I chose a place near it, on Kling St, which is just south of the 101).
So, it's clear that ONCE AGAIN this kind of thing happened on purposed and was directly related to me. Even though I didn't actually think of Casa Vega as I got to that intersection, THEY seemingly thought of/remembered me. Hence, the tweet at that exact moment.
(FYI, there is no such thing as Tweets that happen based on your location being tracked. Not to mention, the tweet wasn’t some kind of advertisement, it was an actual real time tweet from “Eater”, an online food blog I follow and one of only 10 accounts I follow at all.)
This weird sync happened because whatever controls the nature of this reality somehow knew Casa Vega used to be my favorite Mexican place and they wanted to somehow make contact with me as I was going by and leaving L.A, possibly forever.
It’s just more proof that this place is a lie. A sham. A simulation. Whatever you want to call it. There may be emotional implications to it all, but that doesn't mean the whole thing isn't being instantly manipulated based on my thoughts and actions.
(I also now realize that 5/1/2018 was a Tuesday and the Casa Vega staff smiling in the tweet directly correlates with my Chakra Days theory, where Tuesday is “heart chakra” day. Smiling or being shown smiling faces is one of the main symbols of trying to activate the heart chakra. I mean, this shit is too crazy to just make up. It’s legitimately happening.)
UPDATE: Unfortunately, this first leg on my countrywide "meet with family and friends" tour has not gone so well. My cousin Christopher, someone I used to consider a brother, suddenly got up 30 minutes into me showing him some of my entries and he would demand to leave and claim he wasn't interested in watching what I was presenting (even though I was doing it in a completely non-confrontational way).
This is the same Christopher who suddenly had an all seeing eye tattoo in 2014, when I came up to visit him. The same Chris who now has snakes and numerous other occult tattoos on his arms and won't tell me why he really got them.
He claims he just liked the designs. Obviously, that's complete bs and Chris is either possessed or he is simply covering up who he truly is and why he has these tattoos. Considering he is part of a Jewish, Freemason family, I assume that’s the answer and it’s being kept secret.
Chris being the first person to forcefully try to leave the get-togethers I’ve set up (because he had to force his way out of my hotel room, basically), is a pretty good indicator that he is being controlled by forces, without his awareness.
Suffice it to say, I have cancelled the remaining visits to other family members as I just don't trust anyone anymore and assume no one will be able to handle the truth or want to REALLY listen to what I am trying to say.
8/30/2017: hurricane harvey
Hurricane Harvey devastates Houston and, after a week of cleanup, it’s announced the Houston Astros will play their first game in Houston since the hurricane. It just happens the game will be against my favorite team, The New York Mets.
So, who will the starting pitcher be for the Mets on this monumental game back for the Astros?
More proof this reality is a sham/being orchestrated by unseen forces, playing with us like pawns.
There is only one player in MLB with either a first or last name of Harvey and he just happens to be pitching against a team just devastated by a Hurricane with the exact same name? This also "just happens" to be the first game back for Matt since being injured for nearly 3 months (half the season). But yeah, I'm sure this is all just coincidental. Oh, yeah, he’s #33, as well (quintessential freemasonry number).
Of course he got shelled because that's the kind of thing that's supposed to happen when you're trying to help an entire city heal itself with sports wins. You know, a headline like: “Houston gets revenge on Harvey”. But, no, the even stranger thing is…none of the sports news publications would even mention the OBVIOUS connection:
That's just one example of them not mentioning the connection. I couldn't find a single publication who would say how "coincidental" it was that someone named Harvey was pitching in Houston, the first game back after...Harvey. Why is that?
2/20/2014: kenyon arch nemesis
Yesterday night I emailed my step-sister for the first time in 4 months. I don’t regularly communicate with people, for obvious reasons, but I was drinking and heard a song that reminded me of her. The artist was singing about his sister and how she was having to get used to her new boyfriend shooting deer/eating venison. I thought the song would be something she liked musically, so I sent it to her:
She responded to my email overnight and said she was enjoying the ham of Spain, where she is currently living. Anyway, the main point is that Kyla is now suddenly in my mind and in my reality again, so to speak.
I decide to check out Facebook and THE VERY FIRST POST, the first thing I see this morning, is a picture of a woman with the name “Kenyon” over her head. Kenyon just happens to be the first name of Kyla’s mother, my step mother:
The person on the cover even has similar blues eyes, a similar Kenyon demeanor, and looks like she could be a daughter of Kenyon, like Kyla is. "Nemesis" is interesting because Kenyon and I seem to butt heads when we’re together. So, the title seemingly has a hidden meaning.
Here is the email I immediately sent Kyla back:
Of course, Kyla, who is seemingly asleep (or purposely playing dumb), like everyone else in my family, goes through this back and forth with me about how it’s not a big deal and that the FB post is about a college, not about her mom, blah blah, typical, blah blah.
She even proceeds to send me links about Baader-Meinhof Phenomenon: “The Baader-Meinhof phenomenon, otherwise known as frequency illusion or recency illusion. This phenomenon occurs when the thing you've just noticed, experienced or been told about suddenly crops up constantly”.
Obviously, that has ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with what I am experiencing and of what I'm aware is happening in the world, which is that my reality is being purposely manipulated. Baader-Meinhof is the effect when you do something like buy a Volkswagen and then suddenly see Volkswagens everywhere, just because you now own one.
I have an out of the blue communication with my sister and the first FB post I see includes a woman, who is similar to Kenyon, with the name “Kenyon” above her head? The statistical chances of something like this happening randomly are non-existent, especially with a name as rare as Kenyon.
It was done ON PURPOSE from whoever/whatever manipulates this reality. Call it quantum, call it AI, call it aliens, or perhaps scorned women fucking with me. I have no clue what it really is, but I know it’s not random.
5/13/2017: casey kenyon claude taylor
I see a person mentioned in this random tweet with the last name "Taylor" and it makes me think of Kenyon Taylor, my step mother. I also think of Taylor Swift, who I’ve pondered may be Kenyon in some other form:
I then decide to google "Taylor Swift”, who has disappeared from the mainstream recently, to see what happened to her and this tweet comes in WHILE I'M DOING IT:
Truly a MIND FUCK UNIVERSE. So, one tweet comes in with Taylor as a last name and I think of Kenyon Taylor. And then as I'm googling Taylor Swift, a tweet comes in with the name Kenyon in it? Right.
(The “19s” on the tweet means it came in 19 seconds before I screenshot it because I wanted to use it as proof.)
THEN, as I'm typing this note, suddenly the song "Blind" from the band Korn has started playing on my iTunes shuffle. Jonathan is the name of Korn’s lead singer, which is the same name shown with Kenyon in that tweet. It’s even the same spelling. This is the kind of absurdity I experience daily.
(Here’s a pic of Taylor where she looks like some dolled up version of a younger Kenyon. Those who know Kenyon will know.):
7/16/2013: ozone baby
I just received and set up a new ozone machine in my living room. It’s the first time I've owned one in 6 years (2007). They're hard to find, but I am a big fan of the ozone smell.
I have music playing via my iTunes random shuffle on my Apple TV, with over 20k song possibilities from my library. SUDDENLY the song “Ozone Baby” comes on.
It’s the only song in my library with Ozone in the title. In the history of music I can only find 4 other major label bands with songs with Ozone in the title (Kiss, Foo Fighters, Motorhead, Fuel), out of millions of songs.
So, the probability of something like this happening randomly while I’m setting up my ozone machine is virtually non existent.
(I hadn't realized at the time that I would be compiling these notes later for proof on this website and I never took a pic of the ozone machine set up on my kitchen counter, nor did I screenshot the timestamp of "last played" to see the date and time of when that song played and how it corresponding to me receiving the machine. Here is a screenshot of the email I sent my friend Mika, right after it happened, though):
Here is the email telling me when the ozone machine shipped via UPS Ground. For some reason UPS doesn’t allow you to see a tracking number this old, so I cannot screenshot the date of actual delivery, which was the 16th, the day this Ozone Baby nonsense happened:
2/9/2015: one page
I'm sitting at my desk in my hotel working on a “One Page” document. It’s literally called that and is meant for investment meetings with prospective investors. It's a simple one page document about my music project, Shine.
A Mars Volta song has been playing on my headphones (via iTunes shuffle of over 20,000 possible songs). Suddenly I realize the song is singing “give me ONE PAGE…give me ONE PAGE!”.
Here is just that 20 second section, of what is a 12 minute long song:
This is obviously happening on purpose and is simply more proof that this place is a matrix like reality where tech is responding to what I’m doing. Obviously, the phrase “give me one page” isn’t something you’d hear in a ton of other songs, IF ANY OTHERS AT ALL:
The Mars Volta - Day Of The Baphomets
Give me one page
Give me one page
Make it blank
Mace that I leak
Will rain
Give me one page
Give me one page
Make it blank
Race I inflict
Your way
Maybe one day you'll stop and realize
The throne that you serve is dead”
Here is the email I sent my project partners, John and Bill, the moment it happened:
It’s more proof to me that music, TV, everything, is capable of morphing into something new…based on what I’m doing/thinking. Especially, when I am not super familiar with the content. I know and enjoy this Mars Volta song, but I don’t know all the lyrics, which makes it very easy for THEM/IT to change things to something completely new when I’m participating, listening, watching.
Or were the lyrics always like this and they simply timed the song to come on as I was working on the “one page”? This is a HUGE question relating to how this reality works.
3/22/2017: dallas green
The following entry is one of the best examples on my site of the completely absurd, completed manipulated reality I find myself in.
Today is Wednesday. Based on my own research and experience I know that today coincides with the Throat Chakra and the color blue. The Chakras and their corresponding colors/meanings seem to be key to whatever this reality truly is.
[further explanation of the "chakra days” theory]
It appears that each day you are supposed to do things that activate or balance each specific chakra and that you’re supposed to collect colors that also correspond. It’s an absurd reality and I don't like it or want to be part of it, but I keep getting more and more verification that it’s true.
So today is supposed to be about blue and communication/creativity. Normally on a Wednesday, I’ll notice “agents" placed around me if I decide to venture out into public that eventually will gift me the color blue if I do something that coincides with throat chakra activities. I also get very obvious flashes of corresponding color from the websites I frequent. Monday is yellow, Tuesday is green/pink, Wednesday is blue.
Today has been interesting as I seem to be witnessing tons of green and pink, which correspond with yesterday, Tuesday (heart chakra), not today (throat chakra). The heart chakra is mostly represented by green, but supposedly resonates pink at the center. Pink and green go hand in hand.
Anyway, on the main site I frequent for news, Twitter, I only follow a handful of accounts (10, when this note was created), so I don’t get very many tweets throughout the day. Today, almost all the tweets over the last few hours have included green or pink, but blue also appears to be showing up now. My belief is that because there appears to be a competition between green/pink and blue in many of these tweets, it’s the universe saying that either I didn’t collect enough green/pink yesterday and they are making up for it, or it’s a message that I am unable to activate my 5th chakra with my activities/behavior today, so I am still seeing green/pink, rather than blue.
Regardless of any of that, the statistical possibility of so many successive tweets showing up featuring green and pink, as you will see, is obviously infinitesimal. Only a couple tweets during this period weren't obvious enough to include in this note or they contained no pictures with colors shown, etc. But all the other tweets that I saw live are shown below. The progression of what is shown becomes so absurd that it’s completely obvious what I’m saying is happening is factual.
Even though there are other obvious green/pink focused tweets earlier in the day, there were various other color themes mixed in, so I’ll begin when green/pink (vs blue) became very prominent and was featured constantly, over a 2 hour period I was online. The first tweet was at 10:06am and all tweets below it followed in order:
In this one, the color is green, but they are flashing the word “blue” at the same time:
Here is the green/blue competition thing again, where both colors are featured:
In this tweet, we once again have the green and blue competing, but the green is taking the pink form. This tweet is very obviously featuring pink and blue:
Another tweet with the green and blue competing. I’m supposed to be collecting blue today and this guy is wearing a blue shirt...but he clearly is looking towards two green blobs by his head (an insanely weird placement of plants in the background):
Another tweet with green being featured (that’s some pretty green looking water). You can see there is a light blue roof on one of the buildings and I’d say it’s the other most prominent chakra color being depicted (blue vs green again):
The color green being featured (these will get better and better, hang in there):
Ok, now we have players with bright blue as part of their uniforms BUT clearly green AND pink are being displayed behind them in a SUPER OBVIOUS WAY.
Once again, the two most featured/noticeable colors are the blue sky and the pink on the doors (and the buildings to the right and left, which are also pink):
Now we have a girl with a blue headband (and blueish hair) eating something that is PROMINENTLY FEATURING green. The battle continues:
Mentioning the word green absolutely counts, when it comes to this chakra color collection thing. We go from a girl eating something bright green, to a tweet saying "featuring fresh green":
Ooh look. Guess who? PINK (the color AND the word now):
In this one, blue is back. BUT, check out the fluorescent green light around the building and the number 40 (4 = green, heart chakra) being flashed. Something extremely key, regarding this particular tweet, will come up later in this entry. If you’re not buying into what I’m showing you so far, just wait:
The word green, YET AGAIN, accompanied by green food and a bright green sign:
And posted at the EXACT SAME MINUTE as the green tea tweet above…and that Dallas tweet before it…..PINK……again. And the pic is even showing a heart:
Now they’re getting cheeky. We have some pretty prominent red, purple and green in this next one…but look at where she is clearly looking/signaling to. This is getting pretty absurd, don’t you think?
And here we have the green AND pink together. Remember, they go hand in hand. Plus the blue again in the windows. (reminder: these are all coming in on my feed just minutes after one another):
Check this one out. Blue is trying to work his way back and it if wasn’t for the fake, crazy looking old man wearing the greenest tie you’ve ever seen, it may have had a chance. This just goes on and on and on...
Green prominently featured, again. I realize the roof is probably more red than pink, but close enough:
Um….GREENland:
Hm, no green or pink in this one. BUT what color are turtles, stereotypically?
Just a pic of some cartoon turtles to show you they are usually depicted as green.
Now, this one is interesting. We have the pink…again…and the blue and the phrase “shifting positions”. Today is supposed to be the shifting from green/pink to the blue and clearly we are back to the battle between the two as you can see in the photos:
Bright green grass, light blue sky:
This one is blatantly obvious. Green, pink, and blue…all featured together:
Nice green plant featured in this one. But hey…look over there at the blue window! WATCH OUT FOR THE BLUE WINDOWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!
Then, this tweet. Some guy...wearing blue...with a blue Volkswagen, surrounded by green and clearly pointing to the fading/shitty green paint of the house. I wonder what he’s trying to say? IS THIS REAL LIFE?
Oof, this one’s a dandy. Got some purple mixed in there..but obviously this amazing apartment is pink vibe galore:
Well, this one’s confusing…NOT.
Hmm….I bet they’re going to use this Spatula to make their green eggs and ham. It doesn't get any more obvious than this one:
Pink and blue jet? Alrighty then.
Green featured with some blue sky:
There were some non pink/green tweets after that for a bit, but I figured I’d include this last one from an hour later because it's just so fucking obvious. Oh you know, just your average dipshit sitting on a PINK bench...in a GREEN park:
But WAIT. This is the part you’ve been waiting for. Remember how I told you to remember that Dallas building tweet (the building with the fluorescent green outline)? Well, here’s the kicker. During the time all these tweets were showing up on my account, from the 10 people I follow, out of millions of possible accounts, the news would arrive that an ex manager of my favorite team of all time had died.
His name? Dallas fucking GREEN. He is now trending on Twitter.
Dallas Green isn’t super famous to non baseball people, but he is very big in Philly because he managed The Phillies to their first World Series title. Obviously, he means something to me because he managed the Mets when I was a much bigger fan, back in the 90s.
But here’s the even more interesting part. Later, I searched the name Dallas Green for 3/22/2017 on Twitter in order to see all tweets about him to find out when the first tweet came in about his death, which is usually a great indicator of the news just being released. It appeared at 11:57am, while the next tweet about it came in at 12:02pm (the time stamps aren’t shown on this initial screenshot, but I have the actual tweets down a bit further in the entry).
That screenshot shows when the first death tweet came in. The tweets you see in white, before that, were for other things prior to his death, that simply mentioned his name.
The tweet that popped up on my feed that mentioned the word Dallas and has the building with the bright green outline came in at exactly 12:00pm, right in between those two tweets about his death, which were the first indicators that it had happened:
Because Twitter doesn’t show the time stamp on that page of search results I showed above, here are the actual tweets with the time shown (and as you can see on the tweet I showed earlier in this post, I received mine at 12:00, at virtually the same time the news about his death showed up):
Let’s summarize. I go through some weird, 2 hour onslaught of green/pink tweets (vs blue) and right in the middle of all of it, an ex manager from my favorite team, named Dallas GREEN...dies. AND nearly at that exact moment (the news of the death), I just happened to receive a "completely arbitrary" tweet, mentioning the word Dallas and showing the green outline on the building…and the number 4 (also green), which coincided with all the other green tweets that were coming in?
I mean, it even says "Dallas Morning News", which could be mistaken as "mourning" if you simply heard someone say it out loud. People mourning the Dallas news (about his death).
Once again, just more proof that my reality is absurdly synced and that I'm constantly trying to figure out what it all means. We're not just talking about seeing the color green. SOMEONE DIED in the middle of it all.
I don't enjoy it. I don't find it mystical. How can I fully participate in a reality like this, especially when no one close to me cares to pay attention to it or even remotely finds it important to establish what is happening?
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