Why are these physical symptoms happening and who are these, seemingly astral, beings who appear to be punching me/shocking me in order to stop me from falling back to sleep in the morning?
The constant synchronicities and plants/projections being placed around me on a regular basis wouldn't be so negative to me if I didn't also go through, sometimes debilitating, physical symptoms that accompany various activities.
One of my major symptoms is that my face and head are seem to get covered in some kind of electro-static spider web. This occurs whenever I use my iPad, watch a video on my computer, watch TV, go to a public place like a drug store, supermarket, etc, or even just hanging out with other people. This is often accompanied by my eyes getting a bit blurry and me suddenly feeling lethargic. It's as if I'm suddenly being shadowed etherically by beings that I cannot see. It's extremely uncomfortable and I am unable to relax and just interact with people when this is happening.
Often times, someone will stand next to me in a store and I will suddenly feel something on my head, as if it's some kind of mind reading detector or an energy sucker. I really have no idea what's going on, but it's rare for me to ever feel completely comfortable, physically.
It’s particularly bad when I lay down at night to go to sleep. As I lay there, almost immediately I can detect this moving, swirling energy around me and then I will suddenly see shapes or figures, as if something or somethings are coming over to me. I will then watch as this energy seems to being doing something to me. While it’s happening, I actually feel sensations on my face or head or other body parts where the motion is happening…and I’m absolutely certain that something is being done to my physical or etheric body. It’s been happening for years, virtually every single night.
Sometimes I will even put a pillow on top of my face to get them to stop, and when I do this, I often can feel them trying to move the pillow. I literally can feel them trying to push it off me, but they do not have the capability to do so (recall the flinging of the bottlecap scene in the movie Ghost, if you’ve seen it).
At times, when it seems this energy is pissed off about what I am doing, I will feel a sudden pin prick or a devastating itch on an exposed area near where the pillow is (or on my foot or another body area), which I ABSOLUTELY know is them doing it as a symbol for me to stop or as some kind of punishment.
I went to a doctor in NYC at one point to have a brain scan and other tests and of course nothing was wrong with me, so I'm clearly picking up on something metaphysical. I need to know what is happening and how to stop it. My reality wouldn't be such a strain on my mental health, if these physical symptoms were not occurring along side all the other nonsense I experience.
Hypnic Jerks: For a while now, after not getting a full night’s sleep, I am often unable to fall back to sleep each morning. The moment I drift off, I have what science refers to as a “hypnic jerk”. I literally lie in bed for 2 or more hours and every time I drift off, there is a sudden shock to an area of my body, usually my stomach or groin. It feels like a ghost is punching me in those areas in order to wake me up.
As I drift asleep, it seems they have greater ability to have a physical effect on me, so I feel the punch/push…and awaken suddenly each time. It happens numerously on many mornings.
Throughout my life, I often have ear worms (bits of songs playing over and over in my head) while lying in bed. On a recent morning, the ear worm kept singing “shock the monkey”, all the while I was actually being jarred/shocked awake while trying to fall back to sleep….over and over again. It was very suspicious.
UPDATE: I have been doing tests of the situation and have determined it is ABSOLUTELY happening externally and being done to me by some kind of hidden, astral entity or entities (or some kind of hidden AI).
Normally I am laying on my back or side and this is when my stomach or groin is being punched, as I fall asleep. I decided to test laying completely flat on my stomach and sure enough, immediately, as I drifted to sleep the first time, there was a “hypnic jerk” in my right buttocks, instead of my stomach or groin.
I did another immediate test and laid back on my back but laid a couple pillows across the top of my body and draped my own arm to cover my face. As I drifted off, I was suddenly “shocked” in both of my feet this time, the only area of my body fully exposed. I then experienced whoever is in my etheric space attempting to push my draped arm off my face, with serious force…the moment I drifted off. It was so forceful that I woke and laughed out loud about it because it was so obvious.
The 2 big questions are…who the hell is doing this to me and why are they doing it?
(Of course, “science” has no real idea what causes hypnic jerks or what they truly are. This seems to be the case in many areas like this, which involve the non-physical and the seemingly metaphysical.)